okteiviakom: ([spec] drums)
Octavia had been... holding it together. So far. For the most part. Sure, all this was annoying as hell, being at the mercy of her pollen-addled hormones while being the only affected person on the Rouge, and while her stupidly attractive partners had somehow thought it a good idea to go on an off-island date on the one evening this week she'd had actual reason to be away from the boat even if the club shift had been a handwavy one thanks to RL.

Ahem.

Anyway, she'd been handling it. Mostly by going on jogs and generally keeping herself physically active in ways that made her too tired to focus much on other ways of being physically active, because she felt some unease about making any of this anyone else's problem, especially knowing the issues Duke had had in the past.

By Friday, her legs were kind of beginning to protest any more running, though, and she had to turn to something else. And the something else... Well, she'd been avoiding the drums ever since she'd set up the kit and finished the room. But guess today she was just too tired and desperate to be afraid anymore: ultimately, there had been barely any hesitation at all before she'd slipped into the new drum room/cabin, and taken a seat behind the kit.

And picked up the sticks, suddenly so familiar in her hands that it was almost as if a decade hadn't passed at all. Although, actually playing...

So far, it was just a whole lot of very loud noise, but it felt good. And that was enough, for now.

[ooc: Open, of course. ETA: NSFW, surprising absolutely no one.]
okteiviakom: ([neu] I am always right)
Octavia and Lucifer had been talking about a mainland shopping trip for a while, now, never seeming to actually get around to it. But so far, this week had been pretty calm and quiet, both for the island and within their household (... boathold?), so, hey! Might as well seize the opportunity for some quality time.

They were still on the street, for now, but getting closer to their main destination. Octavia had a takeaway cup in hand, one of those weird teas with the little balls at the bottom and the big straw.

"How long has it even been since we were last here?" she wondered, glancing up at Lucifer. "I mean, at least together."

[ooc: NFB, and for the Devil mentioned.]
okteiviakom: ([neu] this face is unfair)
It had taken a couple of weeks of slow-going work, but Octavia's new drum room (or maybe music room? or maybe they would just end up referring to it as simply 'Octavia's cabin'?) was finally just about finished. The biggest and lengthiest part had been installing the soundproofing - including in some spots, re-installing it after she'd fucked it up the first time around. She'd wanted to do it all herself because it just...

Well, it just felt like something she needed to do by herself, for herself.

(For the one here right now, and the one who was long gone.)

This morning, she'd finally set up the drum kit, complete with the replacement parts she'd hauled back from the mainland a few weeks ago. She'd even made as much of an effort to sort of sea-proof it a little as she could, to minimize everything sliding around in case of a major storm, or if they took the Rouge out of port sometime.

But now she'd done all she could. And she was sitting on the floor next to the partially open door, admiring her work.

(Someone more mean might have called it stalling.)

[ooc: Open for the other people living on this rust bucket.]
okteiviakom: ([neu] hope)
So Octavia had stayed the night over on her own boat, yesterday. She wasn't proud of it, but apparently there was just something about waking up to one of her partners having turned into some sort of a blue horse-like thing that was just too much of a living fever dream for her. Thankfully, she'd had the preserve to run off to, and then her own boat to hang out on, waiting for all that to pass.

And now, this morning, she had gentle amends to make, in the form of fancy takeaway coffees and extravagant pastries from town.

(The big thing of just straight black coffee was for her. Hadn't actually slept all that much.)

"Ha yun," she called, as she was making her way down into the galley of the Rouge. "Everyone human-shaped?"

Please say yes. Everything had seemed normal back in town.

[ooc: For those two, if they are so inclined!]
okteiviakom: ([neu] just a second of quiet pls)
Octavia had been feeling kind of... restless, this week. But keeping it to herself, because Duke had been having a rougher time, and anyway, it was fine. This feeling came and went, and Octavia was used to it.

(Though it really would have been great if Dr. Baker had been able to squeeze her in during some other time this week, after the regular Tuesday session got cancelled.)

It was Sunday now, anyway. Food and cider and hopefully a good time? Octavia had even channeled some of her twitchiness into prepping dessert, earlier. "The fruit's all ready in the fridge," she said, as she got up to clear away the dinner plates. "The white chocolate on them should have set by now."

Spoken like she actually knew anything and hadn't just grabbed the instructions from Google this morning.

[ooc: For the guy.]
okteiviakom: ([neu] messes ahead)
The room wasn't soundproofed yet. And that was fine. It had taken Octavia two weeks to make it this far: to not just have the drum kit in boxes in the room, but to actually be assembling it.

She hadn't set it up in more than a decade, by now. It was weird how easily it came to her once she got started. Every little bit just... finding its place, at least once she stopped really trying to think about it and let instinct take over.

It didn't take that long before it was -- all there. This piece of her old life, fully intact again.

... Well, for a given definition of 'fully intact'. Octavia examined the damage, and yes, she was definitely going to have to replace some bits before she did anything else. Between having been down in the hold for years and having had the shit kicked out of it right before that, the set had clearly seen better days. She was going to have to go shopping.

(No of course that wasn't an excuse to keep from trying the kit out just a little while longer, don't be stupid. Why would she need that?)

[ooc: Open if you have any reason to be here, sure.]
okteiviakom: ([neu] shower fresh)
While Octavia may have been stubborn about not calling her personal version of this holiday Christmas, it didn't mean it wasn't still something of an important one for her. Which in turn meant that, once again, she'd agonized over getting gifts for both of her partners. And not just any gifts, but as close to perfect as she could.

... Okay, so maybe she'd finally learned to strive for a compromise and slight closer to 'good enough' than 'perfect', this year. She had something that felt pretty safe for Lucifer, and something that would at least be useful for Duke.

But she woke up second-guessing the latter, this morning. Was it enough? Good enough, specific enough, meaningful enough? She didn't know. Couldn't decide. Maybe she needed to add something on to it, maybe not a thing but an action, a gesture?

Maybe cleaning up a mess?

Maybe making some stuff in the hold a little neater. Sorting through the boxes of stuff from the apartment that had been abandoned down there, and cleaning up forgotten debris from various freakouts of the past.

It made sense in her head, so down she went.

It started out okay. Picking things up and putting them where they belonged was easy. Getting some stuff out to maybe mop the floor with later was fine. But then actually stepping up to the big cardboard boxes that Magnus had hauled out of MCA #9 and across town to the ship? That was a little more complicated.

Because as soon she had, the first thing that was obvious was that there were a lot of drum kit parts jutting out of the boxes.

And that was a whole other life.

[ooc: Open for those that live here, if they're so inclined, and likely very massive holiday SP.]
okteiviakom: ([neu] stop your shenanigans)
Octavia had had a plan. A good plan, even! She'd come to the house early in order to get dinner and dessert ready before Lucifer showed up, and things had started out completely fine, but then --

Well, there were two bits of good news, at least:

One, dessert seemed to be mostly fine.

Two, most of the burnt food smell had already dissipated.

And maybe her order from El Burrito Loco might get here before Lucifer did? She wasn't counting on it, though. But she was going to crack open one of the Cokes she'd received from various polar bears over the course of the day (or maybe just the one bear, it wasn't like she was very well-versed in telling bears apart), and just wait and see.

[ooc: For that guy.]
okteiviakom: ([neu] things always happen)
Had Octavia's feelings really mellowed any since Wednesday night, when she and Duke had agreed on this date night? Even Octavia herself wasn't really sure, in all honesty. There was still something that wasn't quite sitting right in her brain, but at least the urge to run off and be anonymous in a crowd somewhere loud had lessened.

Somewhat.

They were out on the water, so there wasn't any room for running away now, anyway. She was letting Duke pick a spot (since he owned this boat, and was steering it, and that made him the captain), and the takeout bags were waiting, delicious smells occasionally wafting from them into her nose to mix with the smell of the ocean.

The sky was getting dark, up above.

Maybe this wouldn't be bad.

[ooc: For the pirate.]
okteiviakom: ([neu] yeah but like)
It had been another weird week. But enough of the weird - both from this week, and the ones before it - had apparently passed for Octavia and Lucifer to meet up at the house again on this Sunday evening for another date night.

The previously unfurnished room on the second floor was no longer unfurnished. Octavia didn't know whether Lucifer had noticed yet, especially since she'd left the door closed after she'd been done with it. She didn't know whether it would come into play yet, anyway.

And either way, they were downstairs, sitting down properly at the dining table. A gesture towards things Lucifer liked. And Octavia had cooked, even if the main had been just a very simple salad, which they were just about finished with. The equally simple dessert was still waiting in the fridge.

"Maybe one of these weeks you could give me a lesson." A beat. "You know, for cooking. We could make a thing of it."

[ooc: For, you guessed it, that guy.]
okteiviakom: ([neu] shower fresh)
At least things on the boat had settled down in all their post-trauma enough that Octavia no longer felt like going out into the preserve would be seen as a slight against someone, or fleeing, or something else like that. But of course, now that she'd used most of her Thursday on finally getting some preserve time in, it felt like she'd maybe overdone it, because when she got back to the ship she felt exhausted. Maybe it was all the target practice, or the walking around afterwards, or --

Or just the underlying exhaustion of having been through some rough times, recently? But no. Definitely one of those other things, not that.

Anyway, she'd gotten back, and changed into some comfier clothes (fully aware that she could probably also have used a shower), and then just sort of... slumped onto the bed. She'd get up in a moment, honest. Aaany time now.

Any time.

[ooc: Open for those that live here, and no of course this level of tired isn't method RP. Of course not.]
okteiviakom: ([neu] uh huh uh huh)
Things around the boat were... whatever it was that passed for normal in the wake of several bouts of assorted trauma, meaning a mess of progress and stumbling backwards. Octavia was tired, all the time, and didn't think she was the only one.

And then she got a phonecall, out of the blue. It took her a moment to even pick it up, because unfamiliar numbers never called her. (And the less said about how she'd briefly thought it might be Jennifer, or Gloria, the better.) It took her even longer to parse what it was about once she'd picked it up - and then she finally remembered about the order she'd placed (on Lucifer's credit card, naturally, trusting he never looked at his expenses too closely) weeks ago, before Haven, before all of it.

And that was how she found herself out here at the mansion, opening the door for the delivery people who'd already lugged two packages - one absolutely enormous and one moderately-sized in comparison - all the way from the causeway to the house.

"It's on the second floor," she was saying. "Sorry about all the stairs."

They were already so over all the stairs. Thank goodness she knew about tipping.

[ooc: Can be open, I suppose!]
okteiviakom: ([spec] downtime)
"I think my spring is coming, Octavia. And I can't wait to see what it's like."

There had been no surprise in how hard it had been to say goodbye. Ilian had been impossibly calm and steady, and Octavia had just done her best to keep it together. Be brave, like he'd wanted her to be. Nou fir wamplei in, em bilaik stoda kom nes soujon noumou. Easy for him to say when he'd already done it, when she was the one left to mourn him all over again.

(That last glimmer of someone seeing something human in her before the bunker, The Dark Year, the valley. The last time in six years before the multiverse saw fit to yank whatever had been left of her back to Fandom, to put herself back together again.)

"If you want to honor me, maybe you should plant something. Grow something."

How was she supposed to do that, Ilian?

Everything hurt again.

And Octavia was finding it very hard to even get out of bed. In fact, she hadn't, yet. Just kept laying there, either staring at the ceiling or the line of already slightly smudged dots along the inside of her forearm. Ilian had drawn them with a marker, explaining to her about the tattoos of his clan. Just another thing she'd never had time to learn before.

She knew this had all been a gift.

But right now it was a little hard to ignore how much it also felt like having been stabbed in the gut again.

[ooc: Open for thems that live here, should they so wish.]
okteiviakom: ([neu] neutral ground)
Octavia woke up with someone's arm resting over her side. Nothing unusual about that, really, or even about just any sign that she was sharing her bed with someone. So when she blinked her blurry eyes open and didn't see the bedroom wall on the Rouge but rather the drab beige of the interior of the Samsara, well, that was a sign that something was off.

It took her a moment to find her bearings, put everything together in her head, to remember yesterday and how it wasn't all just a dream. She managed to restrain herself into rolling around carefully to see that the arm belonged to Ilian. That Ilian was still here, peaceful and still and also faintly snoring.

Of course, she hadn't meant to sleep here. That much was evident even from how they were both almost fully dressed in their stret clothes as if they'd expected to go out at any moment, and then just... hadn't. Which was more or less what had happened. The boat was littered with takeout containers from most of the restaurants all across the island. What did you do when someone showed up from a post-apocalyptic world? You did your best to show them some of the good in this time, which in Octavia's case apparently meant focusing on the abundance of food, and the variety of it.

And as they'd eaten, they'd talked.

They'd talked a lot.

About everything.

About how things had gone after the conclave. About everything she could remember of what had become of members of Wonkru who'd been Trishanakru in the past (although she'd cut out some of the gore, when it was there). About her life on Fandom, complete with show-and-tell with all the little sentimental bits she kept on her boat (butterfly statues and pictures of various futures and ridiculous giant tulle boas). About his life on his farm, with his family, before ALIE and Skaikru and everything going to shit. All the things she hadn't had the energy or interest in asking about last time.

Making up for what they hadn't had on the Ground. Making up for what they were about to lose again all too soon, although of course Ilian was taking more of a 'grateful that it happened at all' approach against the way Octavia's pre-emptive grief tried to bubble up.

And somewhere in the middle of all the endless talking, laughing, crying, then talking some more, they'd both fallen asleep. Curled up a little. Not like on the farm, but close enough. Octavia knew this probably meant she had some explaining to do to Duke and Lucifer, but couldn't really feel too bad about it in the moment.

Watching Ilian's face in this moment was already crushing her heart over the thought of losing him again.

[ooc: Open, if you have some business on the lil' boat, or want to text or something.]
okteiviakom: ([neg] aww shit)
Octavia had been dreaming of many things, this week. Mostly Haven, mostly horror, but many other messy things, too. Sheep and tilling fields and glowing butterflies and a week on a farm (sheepskin blankets and bonedeep exhaustion and a warm voice in her ear talking about what use was fighting at the end of the world?) had featured in jumbled everything of it all, but that was not out of the ordinary enough for Octavia to have really paid it much mind.

(And, well, she always felt drawn to the woods. And particularly when traumatic shit had been going down.)

So this was just any old Saturday morning.

She had a coffee cup in hand when she emerged onto the deck, with faint plans of at least finding some nice stretches to do in a bit that wouldn't irritate her wounds too much. But of course, all that was forgotten when she looked up and saw a young man standing at the edge of the deck, just barely over the gangplank.

The cup fell from her grasp as she stared at him.

[ooc: Opennn.]
okteiviakom: ([neu] so so so tired)
Octavia didn't want to be here. But as always, Haven didn't care about what she wanted, and she was just going to have to deal with that to best of her abilities.

So far, that was proving to be a lot of waiting.

Duke had headed over to the Sanguine Moon for maintenance, and Lucifer had gone off with him. Octavia, meanwhile... had felt like she preferred her own company. More or less - she'd stuck around The Grey Gull, for the moment, restlessly leafing through a copy of the Haven Herald and retaining absolutely nothing that she saw in it, while the phone pressed to her ear kept ringing and ringing and ringing for far too long.

Until, finally:

"Wildcat?"

And Octavia found herself exhaling something relieved, squeezing her eyes shut lest they do something she didn't want them to.

"Yeah," she said, just a little unsteady all the same, "it's me."

-----


It had only been about a week for Gloria, but that didn't make it a short call by any means. Especially not with the way Octavia caught herself trying to hold on to it. Eventually, though, they said their goodbyes, and she was alone again.

And the guys were still working on the boat, and Wade was still getting his shit together. And that was... fine. She still had someone else to talk to, anyway. Someone to go see.

-----


These places continued to weird Octavia out a little. Cemeteries were odd when you were used to funeral pyres. Still, there was something oddly comforting about the idea of it, too: going into the ground (not the way she had, not in a bunker), becoming part of nature again, feeding new life.

(Maybe she shouldn't think too hard on that and the bunker.)

It took a little time, but she found the right headstone. Sat down in front of it, suddenly wishing she'd brought something. She didn't know what, but. Something. A token. A gift.

"Hi, Claire," she said quietly, all the same, one hand picking at the grass without her fully even noticing. "So you're probably gonna wanna hear about Dr. Baker, huh?"

This would take a while, too.

[ooc: NFB due to distance, NFI. Happens in the middle of this.]
okteiviakom: ([neu] I am always right)
The preserve was a fair bit more popular these days than it had been when Octavia had first began roaming around in it years and years ago, but she and Duke had still managed to find a nice spot for their little camping trip that people were unlikely to randomly stumble upon. There was a clearing, along a sort of a little cove.

Between the water and the trees, it was perfect.

Octavia had taken on the task of getting the tent set up, while she'd entrusted the hammock to Duke. (Would they even need both? Remained to be seen, but it was nice to have them.) And right now? She straightened up from hammering the last tent peg into the ground.

"Just needs the twinkly lights, I think."

[ooc: For that guyyy.]
okteiviakom: ([spec] meal time)
It had been a relatively quiet evening at the mansion, so far. But in an easy way, not a... Not a bad way. Octavia had requested for them to have their dinner - a nice salad, with a rich, chocolatey dessert - on the couch up in the bedroom, for a change. Something cozy.

Something easy about that, too, maybe.

"What did you say this green thing was called, again?" she asked, spearing one of the last bits of salad in her bowl onto a fork and holding it up for Lucifer to see.

[ooc: For that guy.]
okteiviakom: ([neu] uh huh uh huh)
Octavia had no clear, good reason for why she'd been drawn to this task on this particular morning: why she found herself sitting out on the dock with all her various bladed weapons she'd gathered from the Rouge and her own boat (her sword, a bunch of knives of different types), making sure they were all clean and appropriately sharp, and doing whatever she could to fix them if they weren't.

She'd even taken one or two furtive glances towards the Rouge - she knew she had more weapons, old ones, down in the hold from when she'd emptied the old apartment, but... Maybe that day would eventually come, too, when she'd manage to make herself go down there and sort through the boxes.

Probably not today, though.

Anyway, that train of thought got cut short when some of the port's porg population waddled over to be curious at the weapons laying on a towel to one side of her. Maybe they were attracted to the way the clean blades caught the sunlight?

"Hey, nou ste gon yu, strikon."

Predictably, the birds did not give two shits, just burbled at her in indignant fashion when she leaned over a little to shoo them further away.

[ooc: Open!]
okteiviakom: ([neu] two seconds from crying)
Octavia was asleep. Octavia had been asleep a lot, this week, largely unaware of the chaos around town since her own (visceral) taste of it - or how that had progressed. She continued to be unaware even now, a little while after people had gathered in town to solve it.

Only, now --

Octavia was no longer asleep.

She woke up with a start, eyes flying wide open.

[ooc: For the two, and SP.]

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