okteiviakom: ([spec] on a break)
Sometimes focus just wasn't really a thing.

Take Octavia's morning, for instance: she'd come to the drumming room/cabin to, well, work on her drumming. Which she had, for a bit, but there'd been something niggling at the back of her mind, something she needed to check online, so... That had turned into stopping what she was doing, and getting her phone out, and doing some research, which had led her into Youtube, which had promptly blasted her in the face with the usual colorful new video notifications.

And now she was just sitting on the floor with her back against the wall, catching up on what could probably be fairly described as her favorite channel, if only by virtue of her having actually watched more than two of their videos.

Maybe she'd be better equipped to stay on-task again in the afternoon?

(This was the most 2020s thirty-something she'd ever been. Not that she realized that.)

[ooc: Open in the usual ways.]
okteiviakom: ([spec] drums)
Octavia had been... holding it together. So far. For the most part. Sure, all this was annoying as hell, being at the mercy of her pollen-addled hormones while being the only affected person on the Rouge, and while her stupidly attractive partners had somehow thought it a good idea to go on an off-island date on the one evening this week she'd had actual reason to be away from the boat even if the club shift had been a handwavy one thanks to RL.

Ahem.

Anyway, she'd been handling it. Mostly by going on jogs and generally keeping herself physically active in ways that made her too tired to focus much on other ways of being physically active, because she felt some unease about making any of this anyone else's problem, especially knowing the issues Duke had had in the past.

By Friday, her legs were kind of beginning to protest any more running, though, and she had to turn to something else. And the something else... Well, she'd been avoiding the drums ever since she'd set up the kit and finished the room. But guess today she was just too tired and desperate to be afraid anymore: ultimately, there had been barely any hesitation at all before she'd slipped into the new drum room/cabin, and taken a seat behind the kit.

And picked up the sticks, suddenly so familiar in her hands that it was almost as if a decade hadn't passed at all. Although, actually playing...

So far, it was just a whole lot of very loud noise, but it felt good. And that was enough, for now.

[ooc: Open, of course. ETA: NSFW, surprising absolutely no one.]
okteiviakom: ([neu] this face is unfair)
It had taken a couple of weeks of slow-going work, but Octavia's new drum room (or maybe music room? or maybe they would just end up referring to it as simply 'Octavia's cabin'?) was finally just about finished. The biggest and lengthiest part had been installing the soundproofing - including in some spots, re-installing it after she'd fucked it up the first time around. She'd wanted to do it all herself because it just...

Well, it just felt like something she needed to do by herself, for herself.

(For the one here right now, and the one who was long gone.)

This morning, she'd finally set up the drum kit, complete with the replacement parts she'd hauled back from the mainland a few weeks ago. She'd even made as much of an effort to sort of sea-proof it a little as she could, to minimize everything sliding around in case of a major storm, or if they took the Rouge out of port sometime.

But now she'd done all she could. And she was sitting on the floor next to the partially open door, admiring her work.

(Someone more mean might have called it stalling.)

[ooc: Open for the other people living on this rust bucket.]
okteiviakom: ([neu] messes ahead)
The room wasn't soundproofed yet. And that was fine. It had taken Octavia two weeks to make it this far: to not just have the drum kit in boxes in the room, but to actually be assembling it.

She hadn't set it up in more than a decade, by now. It was weird how easily it came to her once she got started. Every little bit just... finding its place, at least once she stopped really trying to think about it and let instinct take over.

It didn't take that long before it was -- all there. This piece of her old life, fully intact again.

... Well, for a given definition of 'fully intact'. Octavia examined the damage, and yes, she was definitely going to have to replace some bits before she did anything else. Between having been down in the hold for years and having had the shit kicked out of it right before that, the set had clearly seen better days. She was going to have to go shopping.

(No of course that wasn't an excuse to keep from trying the kit out just a little while longer, don't be stupid. Why would she need that?)

[ooc: Open if you have any reason to be here, sure.]
okteiviakom: ([neu] shoulder)
Some days were more quiet than the rest.

But also, some people had their own take on what a 'quiet day' actually entailed. For Octavia, this particular 'quiet day' had meant staying in after her morning patrol - and spending the next few hours with her drum set. But, see, it hadn't been the aggressively loud banging she usually went for. She'd actually taken care, this time, putting more of her focus and effort into the interplay of the different parts of the set and the multitasking inherent in getting her limbs to do different things at the same time, and less on just hitting things as hard as she could.

(What a difference it made when you weren't using an instrument for free therapy, right?)

And by now, she'd just... stopped. She was still sitting there, on her little stool behind the kit, the sticks still held in one of her hands. But she was listening to her stereo as it played some Elliott Smith, and just thinking. She wasn't worrying about anyone's absence (even if she was yet to see Liam back), and she wasn't feeling particularly worried about anything else, either. At most, she just felt vaguely hopeful. Curious, even, about what the near future would bring.

Was this what being calm was like?

What a weird thing, especially after the past couple of months. Octavia had no reason to think it would stick around, but still, it was nice of it to drop by, if only for one quiet day.

[ooc: Open, natch.]

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