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Octavia Blake ([personal profile] okteiviakom) wrote2025-07-02 02:02 pm

Lucifer's Condo, LA, Wednesday

For all that Octavia, Duke and Lucifer were in Los Angeles under a looming sense of foreboding like time was about to run out, there also seemed to be nothing but time. Octavia was doing her best to adjust, to build new routines away from the island. Going back to the ship to take care of her plants, finding hiking trails she liked (whenever the weather didn't feel like it was out to kill her), trying to -- just trying to stay busy. Keep active.

But some days the body felt like it needed to rest. And sometimes Octavia even gave into that instead of pushing forward. Today was one of those, so she was reading a book in Lucifer's living room, her back against the floor and her feet up on the couch.

Well, she was pretending to read, anyway.

See, there were downsides to letting herself be still - like how much louder it made all kinds of thoughts she'd been ignoring and repressing and holding back. Thoughts about things like Heaven, and Hell, and how it was July 2nd again and she didn't even know if Bellamy was alive like her or dead like their mother.

(Where was their mother?)

There was a certain kind of loneliness that didn't touch her often, but when it did, it hurt.

But at least she was holding her book the correct way up?

[ooc: NFB for distance, but open for all the usual.]
betterthanaplan: (taking this seriously)

[personal profile] betterthanaplan 2025-07-07 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)
"That's true," Duke said. He let her tug his hand wherever she wanted it. "Would you like to?"
betterthanaplan: (thoughtful)

[personal profile] betterthanaplan 2025-07-07 10:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Duke shrugged with the shoulder not currently pressed to the floor. "I'm not against it. I haven't really thought about what I would or wouldn't like when it comes to 'meanness' yet, though."
betterthanaplan: (*shrug*)

[personal profile] betterthanaplan 2025-07-07 10:22 pm (UTC)(link)
"Well, yes," Duke agreed. "I do try to think through everything we talk about. Sometimes with better results than others."
betterthanaplan: (shiny hair and concern)

[personal profile] betterthanaplan 2025-07-07 10:32 pm (UTC)(link)
"I mean . . . I listen to you. And I respect your opinions on things." Duke wasn't sure if she was reaching for actual examples. Or where he might have lost her with what he'd said. "I don't always agree with them. And sometimes I misinterpret like crazy. So, you know. Sometimes it goes better than other times."
betterthanaplan: (lovey-dovey)

[personal profile] betterthanaplan 2025-07-07 10:54 pm (UTC)(link)
“Thank you. I was pretty sure you weren’t? But the confirmation helps keep the mental squirrels at bay.”

What? The intrusive thoughts liked to report back events of his life with wild misinterpretations. Squirrels!

“I will think about it. And let you know when I feel ready. And if you for whatever reason don’t end up also feeling ready just then? That’s absolutely okay.”

betterthanaplan: (thoughtful)

[personal profile] betterthanaplan 2025-07-07 11:29 pm (UTC)(link)
“It . . . seemed polite?” Duke said, looking at the ceiling while he considered that. “Which in retrospect, kinda dumb, yes.”
betterthanaplan: (taking this seriously)

[personal profile] betterthanaplan 2025-07-07 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
“Like I was intent on talking about it right now?” Duke guessed. “Yeah, I basically never think that far ahead. Which wasn’t as much of a problem before I got into a relationship with two people who are light years smarter than I am.”
betterthanaplan: (talks with his hands)

[personal profile] betterthanaplan 2025-07-08 02:56 pm (UTC)(link)
"Maybe not in everything," Duke allowed. "But you think way faster than I do. And you're so precise. I usually assume I'm like the smartest person in any given room, but you definitely give me a giant run for my money."
betterthanaplan: (taking this seriously)

[personal profile] betterthanaplan 2025-07-08 04:55 pm (UTC)(link)
"It is," Duke agreed. "And hey." He made sure he had eye contact and gave her a smile. "I love that you're smarter than me. That you make me think, make sure I really mean what I'm saying. You and Luce, you two challenge me more than anyone else ever has. I need that in my life."
betterthanaplan: (sure thing)

[personal profile] betterthanaplan 2025-07-08 05:19 pm (UTC)(link)
"Okay, it's my turn to be pedantic now," Duke said, smile going wry. "I said you challenge me. Verb. Not you are a challenge, which would be a noun."
betterthanaplan: (going for the kiss)

[personal profile] betterthanaplan 2025-07-08 05:25 pm (UTC)(link)
"Okay, well. . . ." Duke shook his head. "Not sure I can help you there. Because you do. And I love it."

He shifted to drop a kiss on her nose.

"So there."
betterthanaplan: (a nice smile)

[personal profile] betterthanaplan 2025-07-08 05:40 pm (UTC)(link)
"I am," Duke agreed. "You don't have to be sorry. I just want to make sure you know that I mean it as a good thing."

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