Octavia Blake (
okteiviakom) wrote2021-03-11 10:51 pm
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The Deck of the Cape Rouge, Port of Fandom, Thursday Evening
Yesterday hadn't been great. Much like Lucifer, Octavia had come back to the Rouge for the night, but mostly because not doing so unannounced was something she was trying not to do, while doing so announced had felt like it would invite too many questions and make it all into far bigger of a deal than it had to be.
So she'd dragged her drunk self home. And in the morning, had made her hungover self stay with them all through breakfast. And then when the time had come for Duke to head into work, she'd taken off. Disappeared into the preserve, because if there was a place that could fix at least some of what she'd been feeling this week, it was there.
No comments on whether it had worked at all. But she was back, now. Sitting on one of the crates on the deck of the ship, holding a bottle of beer that she'd picked up from the Samsara, along with the sweater she'd stolen from Duke back when she'd moved back onto her own boat.
She hadn't gone below decks, yet. Hadn't announced her arrival, if anyone else was even in.
It was quiet, in the port. And she just wanted to listen to this silence for at least a few moments longer.
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So she'd dragged her drunk self home. And in the morning, had made her hungover self stay with them all through breakfast. And then when the time had come for Duke to head into work, she'd taken off. Disappeared into the preserve, because if there was a place that could fix at least some of what she'd been feeling this week, it was there.
No comments on whether it had worked at all. But she was back, now. Sitting on one of the crates on the deck of the ship, holding a bottle of beer that she'd picked up from the Samsara, along with the sweater she'd stolen from Duke back when she'd moved back onto her own boat.
She hadn't gone below decks, yet. Hadn't announced her arrival, if anyone else was even in.
It was quiet, in the port. And she just wanted to listen to this silence for at least a few moments longer.
[ooc: Opennn.]
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Tonight, apparently, was about faceplanting in a pile of blankets with a bottle of whiskey.
He hadn't heard Octavia come in yet, so. Faceplanting, he remained.
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Guess that meant it was time to go in.
She got off the crate, headed inside. Headed into the galley, intending to put the bottle away.
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She put the bottle away.
Then drifted back towards him.
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"There?"
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And slowly knelt down. Crawled over to take her assigned seat, as it were.
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His arms were already closing around her, as he sat up.
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Or wasn't winding one arm around his neck as soon as he'd sat up.
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He wasn't avoiding anybody or anything, he didn't know what you were talking about. It was just that Lucifer and Octavia kept looking at him, all worried or dark or broken, and he didn't know what to do with it. He didn't have the energy to try to fix them anymore.
Still, it all started to feel ridiculous even to him, and he climbed onto his boat, pulled his usual mask of good natured cheer onto his face, and headed into the galley.
"Ah. I see you two have been having fun without me."
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"I only just got back."
The time she'd spent sitting outside didn't count.
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He knew where Lucifer had spent at least part of his day, but not Octavia.
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He was clearly too far away.
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She wanted to encourage some closeness, anyway. These past couple of days had been a little... lonely.
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But he didn't come any closer.
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Look, something was up with her bottom lip as she kept looking up at Duke. "Come on, jaka."
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(Except that sitting in Lucifer's lap would make him feel small, protected. Except that the nest was where they'd wrapped themselves around him when he didn't have any defenses left. Except that he'd worked so hard in the last few days to put his walls back up that he was terrified of them coming down again.)
"Should probably clean all that up at some point," he said, looking away.
If he went to them now, those walls were going to come down hard and he wasn't sure he could put them back up again after.
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