Octavia Blake (
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The Cape Rouge, Late Friday Morning
So Octavia couldn't touch living plants without sapping all life out of them. So she couldn't go out into the preserve for fear of some young branch grazing her cheek and killing the entire tree. So Octavia was troubled, poisoned by Haven.
Big deal.
Duke was breathing easier than he had for months. Octavia wasn't sure she trusted it, that she could expect it to last, but the difference was too obvious to ignore. And that? That felt more valuable than whatever quiet suffering she was going through. No good ever seemed to come without a sacrifice, anyway. And, well, Blodreina was used to sacrifice.
Especially when it was her.
So she gardened with thick gloves on, and she didn't go to the preserve, and she ignored how it felt like the first several weeks (months) down in the bunker, when all, absolutely everything she'd wanted had been to go out and breathe and feel a breeze on her face, or the warmth of the sun, or something that couldn't be confined in a concrete structure underground.
She'd learned to contain that feeling then. She'd learn to contain it again.
So Octavia and her thick gloves carefully and clumsily harvested some peppers from the little garden on the deck, and brought them inside into the galley for one of the guys to use in their cooking later. She took no chances: she only took the gloves off once the peppers were safely on the counter.
She checked her phone for the time, and caught the date instead. It was October 11th.
She was 33.
Another year gone.
[ooc: Oooopen, of course.]
Big deal.
Duke was breathing easier than he had for months. Octavia wasn't sure she trusted it, that she could expect it to last, but the difference was too obvious to ignore. And that? That felt more valuable than whatever quiet suffering she was going through. No good ever seemed to come without a sacrifice, anyway. And, well, Blodreina was used to sacrifice.
Especially when it was her.
So she gardened with thick gloves on, and she didn't go to the preserve, and she ignored how it felt like the first several weeks (months) down in the bunker, when all, absolutely everything she'd wanted had been to go out and breathe and feel a breeze on her face, or the warmth of the sun, or something that couldn't be confined in a concrete structure underground.
She'd learned to contain that feeling then. She'd learn to contain it again.
So Octavia and her thick gloves carefully and clumsily harvested some peppers from the little garden on the deck, and brought them inside into the galley for one of the guys to use in their cooking later. She took no chances: she only took the gloves off once the peppers were safely on the counter.
She checked her phone for the time, and caught the date instead. It was October 11th.
She was 33.
Another year gone.
[ooc: Oooopen, of course.]
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If he looked like he'd just woken up, it was because he'd just woken up.
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"Some of the peppers have ripened," she said, with a glance towards the peppers in question. "There'll be more soon. Harvest time."
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Even if all she actually said was a simple, "Good."
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He pressed a kiss into her hair.
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And she turned properly against him, to lean against his chest. It felt necessary.
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"How are you feeling, darling?"
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"It's my birthday," Octavia muttered.
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"It's just another day."
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There always seemed to be something louder going on.
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Rather than the vague tinkering he'd managed to do while under the influence of all the troubles.
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He was getting into the idea of prepping food for the winter.
He was getting into the idea of actually looking forward to winter. Or anything else, for that matter.
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A sacrifice with worth.
There was something a little softer in Octavia's expression. "Sounds like a plan, snogon."
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"Something else we can try together, maybe," he suggested. "Unless you want to stick to the current division of labor, with you growing and us cooking."
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Octavia managed a little snort, then a shake of her head. "I'm not that strict about it."