Octavia Blake (
okteiviakom) wrote2023-07-10 09:23 pm
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The Cape Rouge, Monday... Noon? Ish?
"I think my spring is coming, Octavia. And I can't wait to see what it's like."
There had been no surprise in how hard it had been to say goodbye. Ilian had been impossibly calm and steady, and Octavia had just done her best to keep it together. Be brave, like he'd wanted her to be. Nou fir wamplei in, em bilaik stoda kom nes soujon noumou. Easy for him to say when he'd already done it, when she was the one left to mourn him all over again.
(That last glimmer of someone seeing something human in her before the bunker, The Dark Year, the valley. The last time in six years before the multiverse saw fit to yank whatever had been left of her back to Fandom, to put herself back together again.)
"If you want to honor me, maybe you should plant something. Grow something."
How was she supposed to do that, Ilian?
Everything hurt again.
And Octavia was finding it very hard to even get out of bed. In fact, she hadn't, yet. Just kept laying there, either staring at the ceiling or the line of already slightly smudged dots along the inside of her forearm. Ilian had drawn them with a marker, explaining to her about the tattoos of his clan. Just another thing she'd never had time to learn before.
She knew this had all been a gift.
But right now it was a little hard to ignore how much it also felt like having been stabbed in the gut again.
[ooc: Open for thems that live here, should they so wish.]
There had been no surprise in how hard it had been to say goodbye. Ilian had been impossibly calm and steady, and Octavia had just done her best to keep it together. Be brave, like he'd wanted her to be. Nou fir wamplei in, em bilaik stoda kom nes soujon noumou. Easy for him to say when he'd already done it, when she was the one left to mourn him all over again.
(That last glimmer of someone seeing something human in her before the bunker, The Dark Year, the valley. The last time in six years before the multiverse saw fit to yank whatever had been left of her back to Fandom, to put herself back together again.)
"If you want to honor me, maybe you should plant something. Grow something."
How was she supposed to do that, Ilian?
Everything hurt again.
And Octavia was finding it very hard to even get out of bed. In fact, she hadn't, yet. Just kept laying there, either staring at the ceiling or the line of already slightly smudged dots along the inside of her forearm. Ilian had drawn them with a marker, explaining to her about the tattoos of his clan. Just another thing she'd never had time to learn before.
She knew this had all been a gift.
But right now it was a little hard to ignore how much it also felt like having been stabbed in the gut again.
[ooc: Open for thems that live here, should they so wish.]
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Duke knew what he was feeling wasn’t rational. That was why he was beating up a bag! He didn’t need Lucifer to remind him how irrational he was being!
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Not the point, Luce. Not even YOUR point.
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"Works for me."
That'd be another decent way to maybe shut his brain off.
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"...Would that be more helpful than trying to get you to sit down for a glass of water and something to eat?"
LUCIFER.
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"It's worth a shot," he allowed, shucking off his jacket.
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This was so romantic.
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(Lucifer just wished he could get Duke to sit down and talk about Wade...)
Either way, he unbuttoned his shirt as he began his stalk towards Duke.
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Which would be why he was already reaching for Lucifer to pull him into a kiss before Lucifer was even done with that shirt.
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Lucifer shoved Duke up against the bulkhead, true to his word, and kissed him back.
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This wasn't subbiest sub to ever sub Duke. This was the Duke who had suggested to Octavia that they could maybe make their games a fight.
This was a Duke who wanted to be made to submit.
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Lucifer obliged him, shoving him back harder, putting just a touch of that celestial strength in it. He pulled away from Duke's mouth for a moment to bite at his jaw, at his neck.
He'd gotten the hint, was what that said.
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He shoved Duke's jeans down his hips.
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Please make him stop, Lucifer. That grin was begging to be wiped off his face.
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And flipped him over, shoving Duke chest-first against the wall.
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And leaving one rather rough bite right above his shoulder.
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