Octavia Blake (
okteiviakom) wrote2021-04-10 10:26 am
Entry tags:
The Samsara, Port of Fandom, Saturday Morning
For the first time in a week, Octavia woke up with a clear head.
And began to feel like she was crumbling down almost immediately after, because all this clarity did was allow her to see more clearly what a fucking mess everything had turned into. Duke and Lucifer were back and that should have been a good thing, a happy thing, and all she wanted to do was run.
Maybe she should just take the Samsara around the island for the weekend. Or at least to the lighthouse, get a little distance between herself and the ticking clock that was however horribly the next meaningful conversation with Duke was going to go. At least there she'd be --
There was noise coming from the dock outside the boat.
[ooc: Primarily for SP with myself, but also open! With the same SP warning until my evening.]
And began to feel like she was crumbling down almost immediately after, because all this clarity did was allow her to see more clearly what a fucking mess everything had turned into. Duke and Lucifer were back and that should have been a good thing, a happy thing, and all she wanted to do was run.
Maybe she should just take the Samsara around the island for the weekend. Or at least to the lighthouse, get a little distance between herself and the ticking clock that was however horribly the next meaningful conversation with Duke was going to go. At least there she'd be --
There was noise coming from the dock outside the boat.
[ooc: Primarily for SP with myself, but also open! With the same SP warning until my evening.]

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Because Hope had crept onto the dock, drawn by the boats, and really uncertain about how to find her Aunty O - and then she'd stumbled upon the really weird bird things that were bumbling around in front of the smaller boat. And one of them was currently tugging experimentally at her pant legs.
What was a girl supposed to do except to laugh, delighted?
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It was a girl.
A random girl from town?
"... Hi."
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That was loud. Sorry, Octavia, she was just really excited to see you.
"I found birds!"
... And also the porgs.
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So, not a random girl from town, then. Octavia suppressed a sigh. Steeled herself.
And made sure neither of those things showed in her face.
"They're called porgs."
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And by the way she crouched down to try and pet the one that had just been pecking at her pants.
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Aunty O.
Her eyes flicked to the Cape Rouge, then back again.
"How'd you get here?" she asked, making sure to keep her tone as light as it would go.
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Aunty O.
She'd already figured out this was probably the same kid thing that had happened before she'd gone back to the Ground. But, Aunty O. Did that make this -- Bellamy's daughter?
Her exhausted heart didn't even know what to make of that thought.
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She beamed up at Octavia.
"Mom's not gonna worry 'cause I'm with you!"
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She forced a tiny, tiny smile. Rasped, "You sure your mom would agree?"
(How did you ask a kid who the hell their mom was?)
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She patted faintly at the gunwale, and thought about how she was much too tired to do this.
But this kid was her responsibility now, and so she was going to rally what little she had left.
"You wanna come aboard, take a look around?"
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Well. At least she wasn't going to have time to wallow, this weekend.
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If she'd ever get to have a mom of her own again.
If she'd just wrecked things with her new dad.
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"It's okay," Octavia said, frowning at her reaction, then up to where she'd been looking. "It's -- just a girl."
... A girl on the Rouge.
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There. That wouldn't get anyone into trouble, right?
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Her other hand, on instinct, pressed against Hope's back as she clung to Octavia's hip. "It's alright," she muttered.
To Hope or to herself, even she wasn't sure.
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She walked slowly down the gangplank to the dock as she thought, scuffing her feet against the boards. Maybe if she just asked questions?
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Hope tried to peek around her hip, then pulled back again. "I've never met another girl," she murmured.
... Well, shit.
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"Never ever?"
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"It happens," Octavia said, with a wary look at the new girl. "Took me a while, too."
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If she used it to help people, her trouble could be okay, right?
"It's okay," she said to the little girl. "Don't be scared."
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"Aunty O always says fear's a demon."
Octavia nodded, because it was the best she could offer up. "Yeah," she murmured, "I do say that, don't I?"
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Octavia found herself dreading the answer.
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