Octavia Blake (
okteiviakom) wrote2020-06-14 03:45 pm
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The Cape Rouge, Port of Fandom, Sunday Noon
Octavia had been back for two days. In those two days, she'd done little more than sleep. (And eat, although that one was more at Duke's insistence than it was her body's will.) She definitely hadn't even considered leaving the boat. She wasn't considering it now, either.
She knew Duke had texted some of her -- some people to let them know she'd returned, and so she knew there were people in town who would probably want to see her. But as long as she didn't go out there, none of that was real, and she wouldn't have to find out how she felt about any of them now.
And they wouldn't have to find out how they felt about her.
But at least she was on the deck, now. Leaning against the gunwale and looking towards open water. It had not been many days since she'd seen this same ocean be nothing but a wasteland of sand. She kept trying to put the last two weeks together with where she was now, and failing, and feeling almost dizzy with the dissonance.
She didn't even realize her knuckles were white with how tightly she was gripping the railing.
[ooc: Ooopen, if you want to try your luck.]
She knew Duke had texted some of her -- some people to let them know she'd returned, and so she knew there were people in town who would probably want to see her. But as long as she didn't go out there, none of that was real, and she wouldn't have to find out how she felt about any of them now.
And they wouldn't have to find out how they felt about her.
But at least she was on the deck, now. Leaning against the gunwale and looking towards open water. It had not been many days since she'd seen this same ocean be nothing but a wasteland of sand. She kept trying to put the last two weeks together with where she was now, and failing, and feeling almost dizzy with the dissonance.
She didn't even realize her knuckles were white with how tightly she was gripping the railing.
[ooc: Ooopen, if you want to try your luck.]
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"Octavia!" Magnus said, waving at her cheerfully. "Wow, you got pale. You're not a Dracula, right?"
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But she didn't do it right off the bat, so... Win? She straightened up as she looked over, half startled - and berating herself not keeping an eye on the docks, for leaving herself out in the open like this.)
"Magnus."
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Sure, he was only the second person, but already she was sure she would never get used to them looking exactly the same. She'd done the math countless times and always come to the conclusion that they'd all be elderly if she ever made it back.
(Because how was she supposed to have known the time difference would suddenly not be the same as it had been when she'd been yanked back to the Ground?)
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Once he was close enough, that actually made her take a very deliberate step back, complete with a look that suggested he really should reconsider that.
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Sorry, Magnus.
She was looking him up and down now, though. Just -- trying to comprehend.
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"Guess so."
Her mild drawl still sounded the same. Likewise, the rigid way she stood, although the bandaged feet were new.
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That also felt like an extremely Magnus question to ask, even after all these years. Octavia half wanted to snort, but couldn't make herself do it. "Not really."
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"Wanna hit each other with swords about it?"
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Not today, anyway. The time for that would come later, probably. Duke still had her old sword, but she hadn't felt like even touching it yet.
... She should probably have said more than that.
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"Magnus, I've been away for seven years."
She found herself really wishing Duke had told people that.
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But she didn't know how she felt about it.
"Right," she said mildly. "Good luck with that."
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Also, found family was what kept him going in life and you found yourself in that mix, Octavia.
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Probably both, honestly. And he should probably get used to that.
She turned to lean against the gunwale again.
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Octavia's eyes were on the water again, and she didn't look over at him. "I don't need it."
Not wanting it and not needing it were not the same thing, Octavia.
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"Agree to disagree," Magnus said promptly.
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That was as dry as the deserts she now had personal experience with.
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Then she shook her head.
"I'm not doing this with you."
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That was the most important question.
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Wasn't it good to have her back, Magnus?
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"Okay, I love you!" he called stubbornly.
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Octavia said nothing, just watched him leave.
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Didn't mean he wasn't going to do something - it was just that something, in this case, was to wander by, make note of Octavia genuinely being Octavia up there, and then wander just close enough to the gangplank to leave an overly fancy brunch basket sitting right there.
Fancy seafood tastes or not, Lucifer still didn't trust the cuisine of anyone running a small town diner.
He retreated a few steps.
Yes, still definitely Octavia.
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(She would've said less.)
After Magnus, Octavia had figured out she needed to keep an eye on the docks if she was going to be out here, so she had. Which meant she was watching Lucifer approach, out of the corner of her eye.
(There he was, the subject of near-death hallucinations, and many a desperate late night thought down in the bunker.)
Then she watched openly, once he'd set down the basket. But didn't call out to him. She was out of words.
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He gave a most pointedly punctuating little - well, not little, it was rather dramatic, like most things Lucifer - wave, but didn't turn.
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Then she just nodded.
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What? That was a naked invitation - not that kind of naked - with only restrained theatrics. In less complicated circumstances Lucifer would be quite proud of himself.
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She watched him go. And hoped she wouldn't find too much meat in the basket once the coast was clear enough for her to retrieve it.
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... which meant she'd find some expensive deli meats, but largely fancy cheeses, fresh fruit, juice and cakes.