Octavia hadn't quite meant it like that. She didn't even know where to start. She closed her eyes, then immediately opened them again when all she saw was Ilian again.

Dead.

"He tried to blow up Arkadia," she said. "For something he blamed Skaikru for. He didn't know yet that Praimfaya was coming. And he didn't know they were trying to build a fallout shelter out of it."